so. much. to. say.
not quite sure where to start.
i'll give you a summary.
details can come later.
kyle brought caitlyn to the human rights festival.
i died.
i then told him i don't think he and i can be friends.
and he flipped.
then i wrote him a long message saying goodbye.
he wrote back.
we've been kinda talking.
but not really.
i'm frustrated.
i want to be with him.
but he needs to figure himself out.
he said he has a place in his heart for me because i
was his first. well, i'd like to be his only.
whatever.
i have to keep myself occupied.
i have to keeping running.
or else, i'm afraid, heartbreak will catch up to me.
on another note, i saw my first drag show.
it was a lot of fun.
i've been hanging out with marisa which has been
nice. she's a really great gal.
yesterday i hung out with devon
and it was nice.
i sang a lot.
it was fun.
then mackenzie brought me dinner
and i ate it allllll up. nom nom nom.
today i'm leaving early
and then
going home
to sleep.
i hope i have a good dream.
lately i've been suffering from nightmares.
bleh.
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