5.06.2011

dear god.

today i did some things i needed to do.
i am pretty sure i'm getting a job at five guys.
yay. would you like fries with that?

i watched spice girl's with mackenzie when she got home from school.
it was fun. i danced a lot.
i also ate.
that makes twice this week.
i'll regret it tomorrow.

anyways...
i've been really anxious today.
i am sure i know why.
i'd rather not say, though.

so much running through my head.
maria is supposed to stop by tonight.
maybe she can help.
maybe she can't.
we'll see.

i'd like for there to be more to my smile
then teeth and empty eyes.
and i'd like for there to be happiness in my laugh.
please god, make everything better.