11.18.2011

driftless pony at the break of dawn.

tonight kyle and i were supposed to go to atlanta to see my favorite band, driftless pony club. but oh, my daily life can't be that simple. after getting my hopes up kyle ended up having to work until 11pm.

i suddenly got uber depressed so i just sulked all evening playing mw3 and contemplating my staying sober or choking my pathetic attitude with a bottle of vodka.

god, my life has turned into a drunken country song.

anyways, when kyle got home we went out to get some coffee but the jittery joe's was closed. he brought up seeing breaking dawn tomorrow morning. so we went to check the times. we ended up finding out there were still tickets for the premiere and saw it. i was so happy and impressed by kyle's happy and laid back attitude.

after the movie things went a little down hill and we began to bicker about kyle's driving. but i gave up. i just don't have the energy to fight anymore.

we ended up talking and things went well after that. i think he actually listened to me this time.

i just feel like an old prune. i don't feel like a teenage girl. i don't feel pretty or fun. i need that. i hope he finally understands that.