today was the first day of athfest.
kyle and i went together and we ran into everyone.
it was pretty ridiculous.
we saw thomas hardy and the outfit
(thomas hardy is the lead singer of dead confederate)
↑ yeah, those guys right there.
anyways,
it was really good.
we walked around for a little while
and then at 11:30 pm we saw
pride parade.
(it's a band. sorry, homosexual community.)
pride parade is kyle's favorite athens band
and it was their last show tonight.
i had a good day, i suppose.
i mean, i was with kyle. ^__^
but,
for some reason i was unusually depressed today.
i am sure my lack of consistency with my medication has
a huge something to do with it.
then i began to feel worse
because my bad mood was having an effect on kyle.
it wasn't his fault i was feeling bad...
but he had to suffer for it.
which wasn't fair.
while waiting for his mom to pick us up
he confronted me about my sour attitude
and before we could resolve it
his mom came and they dropped me off.
i sent him a message on facebook
but haven't gotten a response yet.
i hope we'll be able to make-up tomorrow.
i just wish things were more simple.
things are different now and it bothers me more than
i thought it would.
like the fact we no longer live together.
that i am not able to just cuddle with him
or sleep next to him.
i know we're moving in together
in august
but i just miss it. :(
i don't know.
bleh.
i need to just let go.
lleett ggoo.
tomorrow will be better.
i'll make sure of it. ♥
