5.11.2011

...?!

i'm quite tired
of speaking
and not being heard.

i'm quite tired
of feeling like i'm screaming
at a brick wall.

my heart is broken
and no one even cares to see
behind this hollow smile.

i feel like i'm trapped
in a masquerade
(monsters)
and i cannot escape.


i feel like i'm about to fall over i am so exhausted.
i am simply unhappy at the moment.
why try to fight the inevitable?
i can run around with a smile on all day
but the moment i lay my head down at night
i begin to cry.

ugh.